S*xy top model, Cara Delevingne bares all and poses n*ked for stunning Esquire magazine shoot as she discusses losing her virginity and her battle with depression.
23-year-old English fashion model and actress, Cara Delevingne, who is as alluring as ever when it comes to posing for the cameras, has posed completely n*ked for the new September issue of Esquire magazine.
Speaking in the accompanying interview, the s*xy hottie who has turned her back on modelling to focus her attention on acting, spoke about her battle with depression as a teenager, adding that the same week she decided to stop taking anti-depressants, she ended up losing her virginity.
'That week, I lost my virginity, I got into fights, I cried, I laughed. It was the best thing in the world to feel things again. And I get depressed still, but I would rather learn to figure it out myself than be dependent on meds, ever. I hate meds. I don’t agree with them. It’s so easy to abuse them,' she told Esquire.
According to Dailymail, Cara who was put on anti-depressants after being diagnosed with depression when she was 16 years old, admitted the pressure of school and her hormones prompted a 'mental breakdown'.
'I was suicidal. I couldn’t deal with it any more. I realised how lucky I was and privileged I was, but all I wanted to do was die. I felt so guilty because of that and hated myself because of that, and then it’s a cycle.
'I didn’t want to exist anymore. I wanted for each molecule of my body to disintegrate. I wanted to die,' she explained.
